wet them and never mind the smell.Nita was still nervous outside the house,
though,and I decided to build her confidence.
After a while I brought home a pack of cigarettes.After she had become Nita,
I showed them to her.”I know you smoke,Nita”,I said,”but I’ve never seen
you do it.Wouldn’t you like a cigarette?” She took one slowly.I lit it for
her,and lit up myself for the first time in a long while.It felt good.I
showed her how to smoke,and after a little while she got the hang of it.
I encouraged her every evening,and in a month Nita was smoking more than I
was.I grew to love the way she ripped the top off a pack and stuffed the
cigarettes into her stocking tops,occasionally lifting her skirt to take
one out and light it from one she’d smoked to the bottom,and the way she
insouciantly blew smoke in my face.I had to live with the way she used
*anything* for an ashtray…that was the way Nita was,cheap and dirty.Most
important,once she had the habit,her strong concepts of her Betty self as a
non-smoker and her Nita self as a smoker made her feel less at home being
…End of the part5. To be continued..
Good Girls part5
Good Girls part5
wet them and never mind the smell.Nita was still nervous outside the house,
though,and I decided to build her confidence.
After a while I brought home a pack of cigarettes.After she had become Nita,
I showed them to her.”I know you smoke,Nita”,I said,”but I’ve never seen
you do it.Wouldn’t you like a cigarette?” She took one slowly.I lit it for
her,and lit up myself for the first time in a long while.It felt good.I
showed her how to smoke,and after a little while she got the hang of it.
I encouraged her every evening,and in a month Nita was smoking more than I
was.I grew to love the way she ripped the top off a pack and stuffed the
cigarettes into her stocking tops,occasionally lifting her skirt to take
one out and light it from one she’d smoked to the bottom,and the way she
insouciantly blew smoke in my face.I had to live with the way she used
*anything* for an ashtray…that was the way Nita was,cheap and dirty.Most
important,once she had the habit,her strong concepts of her Betty self as a
non-smoker and her Nita self as a smoker made her feel less at home being
…End of the part5. To be continued..